ALAMAK. i duno why i'm back to my emo emo emo days again. I guess the more happy i am the more emo i get ? ROAR.

I always have a stupid thought when life's going on real smooth. Especially when i'm with my friends, i'll think about this. It is that what will happen if i lose the bunch of people around me. The bunch of people whom i enjoyed with when i'm out and stuff like that.

And then i've got a friend who's somewhat like an older bro for me. Someone who lectures me when i'm doing the wrong thing or when i'm thinking like a babi. And someone who involves me when going out and many many more, which is very unlike that of some other friends i met. Yet somehow, i don't seem to treasure everyone around me. Often to the extent that i'm getting too used to it and treat it like it's what others ought to do.

And at times it's the little things that people do and say that leaves a deep impression in a person's mind. I don't wanna say about the different things that each and everyone did or said that leaves a deep impression in mine. Here's some of them.

One of them is that a friend whom i've known for about a month then bought me medicine when i'm real sick in school. And also lecturing me when i'm buying crappy food and stuff like that. Perhaps it is of no importance to the rest, but for me, at least, i feel that the friendship is there. It's the little things that people do without deliberate that makes you feel whether they are true or not.

Another instance will be ..... ALAMAK, the sad show on tv is making me more emo ahhaha. Damnit -.- . okok, back to the story.

This time round it's just something the earlier older __ER i know said. It's just something my friend said while watching movie one fine day LOL. Bet you've clean forgotten about it by now. But ok ar i've got super duper good memory so i still remember it now ^^. Like i said it's the things people said that leaves an impression. It might just be a passing remark or some kinda lie or what shit. But if it's something of importance to me , i'll remember it.

AIYA I DONT WANT TO BLOG ANYMORE IM SUPER TIRED AND I DUN WAN TO FEEL EMO ANYMORE ;D

Yours, Ray..2:44 AM