I realise nowadays, all i did is to blog about my everyday life, and not that much about my own thoughts. So here's one. 17 years of life, with constant changes. Life has been fair so far. Ups and downs, but i've had my share of them both.

There has been moments when life's great, but next came a wave that swept me to rock bottom. And yet during that moment in the abyss did i realise that there are still some friends or close ones around. Yes, perhaps, in a flash, these people may disappear. Like how some of them are starting to, but at least, I'm happy that they did exist.

Ok, before ending this entry, let me say something about myself. Believe it or not, towards a close one or really good friend, i always put in my utmost effort. But i'm also someone who can change in a flash, if something goes wrong, in the next moment, you may become a mere acquaintance. or a passing stranger.

Thanks for reading though , GOODBYE xD

Yours, Ray..8:34 PM

Waited so effing long, and it's finally weekend again. 2 more weeks till exam and then it'll finally be a long holiday. Went to school today for a 2hour eoc lesson. Before that went to eat breakfast with my bro, sk and indren. So, went for an hour of eoc, den went down to mac for a drink. Saw the host for 'Hey gorgerous!' in school today. Too bad din manage to sabo some of our classmates LOL.

So, after that went to bugis with my bro and sk. Walked for awhile and bought some clothes. Went to catch the movie captivity. Not that awesome, but part of the scene is pretty gruesome. So yup, after the movie ended, went out of bugis. Sat down for a drink with sk's frds. Yea, i spilled my drink , ROFL. So, sat down, chatted for qute sometime, den went off already.

Before i went off, MR SK called deborah and told her that i wana get the pink gerl's number, WHICH, i was partly joking. Hai, tio rejected, sad x 100 HAHHA. Some photos to do the talking instead~



Morning after breakfast. Sk, me , Ash, Indren.





Yours, Ray..1:11 AM

Time to blogggg. Last weekend went to watch sa dance at mediacorps with dan and gene. My girl's dancing there, yea right lol. So, after that went out for dinner with my family, grandma bday. Sry can't go out that night.

Soooo, another week of school is about to end. Went to school for stats lecture this morning. Sat down with my classmates, talked for quite a bit and the lecture ended without me knowing wth the lecturer's talking about.

Went to yck mrt to pick up xw. Then after that met up with my bro and sk. Went to clementi polyclinic first, where the joker xw wanna get her MC. Ended up with no MC, and got a TS, timeslip instead LOL.

So, after that went to have lunch tgt, super spicy beef noodle -.- . Then proceeded to vivo. Walked around quite a bit, before goin to the cinema in search of a movie. No timeslot available so went to watch................... the simpsons. OK, so the movie ended, and we went out of the cinema to smk. Ignore the we, im a guaikia and i dun smk rofl.

So yup, hang around quite a bit after that and went back home via the mrt, and it's super duper packed in there.

Another day passed, before i end : CAN YOU DON'T KB ME , 你可以不要KAOBEI我吗？

HAHHAAHHA, it's the phrase of the day , am i not right LOL.



It's not me, but it's the only photo available today, EMO ?!


Yours, Ray..11:17 PM

Finally it's weekend once again. Had my effective oral presentation today, not too bad. Some things happen during lecture, hopefully peace during econs lecture, or... lol.

Anyway, a couple of friends have been helping me out this couple of days.Trying to help me find a solution , talking to me about this and that. Obviously, im not the type who will say thank you right in your face, hahah. Whether there'll really be a solution or what don't really matter now.

THANK YOU LA, really appreciate it. HAHAHA. Lazy to name everyone out, hahha, but u all should know who you all are LOL . Say those i chatted with last nighttt.

Yours, Ray..1:41 PM

Much appreciated : Sab, fiona, sk, my bro, the blur one, the paikia one, the guailan one, hl, kk, clem, ame.

No longer the old group of gd friends i can talk to hahha.

BUT STILL owe you guys a treat WOOHOOOOOOO.............................. If i have the money HAHAHAHA

Yours, Ray..9:46 PM

Once upon a time, a kid got to know a bunch of good friends. Though there are some differences at the beginning, as time passes by , some similarities seem to arise. Till one fine day, a boulder dropped in between the kid and his friends, separating the two parties.

The kid know that his friends can actually get through via a river at the far end of the boulder. But in the end, he decided not to tell them and just give up, in the hope that he will eventually cease to exist as time gradually fades everything away . . . . . .

Yours, Ray..12:54 AM

Okay, before i actually start studying, i'll blog first.

Yesterday woke up at 12 after the intensive dota-ing till 5.30am. Woke up, took a bath, ate lunch and went to cck to meet up with yt to get down to suntec. So it was a longggggg ride there, and with regards to my NSOD (No Sense Of Direction), i dun even noe how to get there if im alone LOL.

Okay, so we finally reached, and went to find sab ! She's at the backstage preparing for the singing later. Btw it's the teenage icon singing competition semi-final yesterday. So, after a while, sab's parents came with her bro and jessica. Then after a while, terry came with xiuhui, steffy and jeanie. Manage to grab a seat somewhere and sat down and WAITED patiently.

So, in the middle there's a break, and went to queue up at donut factory with jessica. It's a long wait, really. Was kinda pissed off LOL, cause of one random guy who bought 6 dozen -.- . Okay, so after that's sab turn to sing. She sang yongqi, and yea, it's uber nice.

THENNN, it's the MOT (Moment Of Truth) - RESULT TIMEEE. And hell yea, she got into the finals. Everyone's really happy about it. Hmm, after that some of them left earlier, and i went to hk cafe with sab and yt. Yes, lighttower , HAIIIIIII.

It's a good and enjoyable day, and i KB a lot yesterdayy. =D


Presenting to you teenage icon 2007



Yours, Ray..2:46 PM

Finally got time to blog, actually im just lazy LOL. So ok, yesterday morning msg a couple of friends for their stats tutorial this week. Accidentally woke one up, hahha. And you know what she did -.- , she can't find her stats tutorial and actually go and start doing it, but din complete it obviously. Really silly LOL, but thanks lass, much appreciated.

So turned up for morning lecture, and eoc lesson. After that went to eat with my classmates. Lotsa shooting LOL, but i was not targeted, im one of those who keep shooting non-stop =x. Okay, so after that went to econs lecture , but left halfway.

Instead, went down to a lanshop near ten mile to meet up with huat, ivan, edmund, lynda & jeraldine. Lanshop's full, so waited for a while. Then we went in to play audi. Played for a while, den lynda left for work, and some of us went to play dota. And we spent around 5 hours playing at the lanshop, ROFL. After that, went to bpp to get money, and we went back home.

Bath, rested a while, went to watch tv. PS for the late reply in msn/hp. So, dota-ed till 5am and off to sleep.

3 tests coming up next week, 3 projects presentation next next week. And damnit, i haven even started. Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day !

Yours, Ray..10:23 PM

Pausing dota now since everyones' gonna eat, so here i am, since i din blog for quite some days. Saturday went to amk hub with my bro and kk. kk went to get birthday present for cx, which is a pair of couple ring @@. So, after that went to catch a movie - 13: Game of Death, which is damn jiao and super lame ending.

And -.- Guess who i saw. The copycat HUILING. Ok, not copycat, is me ok hahha. Saw her when she's leaving the movie theatre, happened to watch the same show again, at the same timing just like transformer, and we din noe that the other party will be goin there for movie. Guess, it's damn coincident, IM NOT STALKING U PLS. Okay, so after that went back home.

Sunday, i think i stayed at home and audi + wow. Monday, went to school early for proj, met up with vanessa, fishball, brandon. Manage to finish quite a bit of the p.o.m project. Then after that went to amk to find my bro and kk for pool. Pooled a while, ate dinner and went back home.

Today went to school at 10 for EOC. Quite boring, but din fall asleep. Then after that went to amk to eat with my classmates. Left earlier and went back to school koufu for a while. Then back homeeee. Rest a while, ate dinner, watched tv and DOTA till now. Damn long time since i last dota-ed -.- . But not bad not bad, all the PROS ^^V.

Okay, time to zhao alrdy. Tml's gonna be a long day, not sure if i wanna go for stats' 1 hour lesson -.- tml den see how ba. Ciaos people.

Yours, Ray..1:13 AM

Okay, guess it has been quite sometime since i last blogged, so here goes. Din exactly remember what happen the previous few days, so just gonna blog about today.

Woke up at around 6 today. Then my dad drove us to school as usual. I hope the laoda will stop calling me laoda. rofl. So, went to lecture for management, almost half the class din turn up. So, listened ATTENTIVELY to lecture, then after that i joined dale, yeehuat, ivan, edmund, jeraldine to mac to find angelyn. Then after that went to bukit panjang plaza.

Ate lunch at long john, den after that went to lanshop. Ages since i last stepped into one. Played audi , just started, so really is NUB. Ok, so we played for arnd 2 hrs + , Then lynda came to join us and we went to 'shengsong' to do something rofl ~ after that went to mac to slack, and her frd joined us. Continued slacking and talking for quite a while, den went to lan AGAIN. POWER.Played for an hour +, and we all went back home.

It's a good day no doubt, lotsa crapping and laughing. Weekend at long last, phew. Time to play some game, CIAOS.

Yours, Ray..11:19 PM

Stayed up the whole night yesterday, say i started sleeping for half an hour at 7.30. But nvm, late night is chicken feet, it's the DRAGON POWER rofl. Ok, so was rushing some work for the whole night.

Then left home at around 6. Went over to lot one 7-11 to grab some drinks, den went over to mac to get harshbrowns for breakfast. After that went over to sab house downstairs ! After awhile, she came down and passed her some work. Then we walked over to lot one control. Talked quite a bit on the way there. Anyway, when we reach control, yt's already there. Pass them their breakfast ~ Then they went to school and me, back home for my nap =x.

After that, my dad woke me up in like half an hour ? Then he drove me and my bro to school. Went to koufu with my bro and szekai for breakfast. Third breakfast of the day -.- . Okok, so after that went to class, 1/3 of the class din turn up today lmao. And quite an amount of them were late. So, manage to survive thru the lesson, then after that went back home, used the com for a while and then went to sleep.

Tiring day no doubt, but sometimes, what really matters is that you feel happy in the stuff you do and whether it's worth it or not.

Yours, Ray..10:02 PM

Just came back home. Anyway, friday went to amk hub to meet up with my bro, kk, cx and terry. They went to eat, i went to buy some food. Then after that terry left earlier and the rest of us went to catch the movie 'transformer'. It's a nice show. Anyway, met hl & her bf at amk hub, then there's kh, who happens to be classmate with yl, and there's jx there also. Okay, so went back home after the show.

Saturday nothing much =x.

Earlier today, went over to tampines mall. Met up with sabrina and yanting. Sab has her teenage icon singing competition there. So, she went to join the rest of the contestants and then, after a while, terry came over with baoyu, xiuhui and stef. So, after waiting for 4214551 years, finally her turn ! She sang the song 'zhu wo sheng ri kuai le'. One word : Awesome.

SOOO, after that we waited there, bought some stuff ( I SWEAR I'LL KEEP BATHIN AND WASHING MY HANDS A LOT OF TIMES FROM TODAY ONWARDS =x ) . And the next time i'll get tonnes of towel LOL. Okay, so after that's the critical moment, the release of result. Quite a freakish moment though, cause the way the person announce the results' damn weird. And TADA, obviously she got into the next round ~ GOOD JOB SIS.

After that went over to billy bombers at century square. Mocha milkshake's not bad, then ate the fish&fries or something.After that took the mrt home, then the few of us cabbed home from cck.

Talked quite a lot at billy and on the mrt home. And i realise i LAUGH the most today lmao. Shit, de-fame, no more 'XING XIANG' . But who cares lol. It's a good day overall, hasn't quite enjoy myself for quite some time. And today's a real funny day with funny people with funny action and funny people who speaks funnily and a funny person ( me, who pronounce name in a funny way ) -.- .

Okay, thats all ! Ciaos people, still wondering if i shld turn up for sch tml, sian !

Yours, Ray..11:57 PM