Wasn't planning to blog till this last minute.

Okay, a few days ago i experinced this scene on the Mrt. A pregnant lady board the train. Everyone just pretended not to see her around. Yea, and i mean everybody cause she was standing in the middle of the cabin.

And this depicts one single word. Selfish. No, i aint some noble guys out there. And i know i shouldn't be commenting. But still, something came straight to me the moment i saw that. And it is non other than disappointment. It's disappointing how people can act as if the lady is not around. Maybe somehow i should really start learning. Face the reality and learn from others.

And the first thing i should learn will be revolving round just myself and once again be nonchalant to things and people around me. It's always easiler said than done. And yea, since i already mention this to lotsa friends since quite some time ago. I realise i still can't change my personality to fit it. To fit into what i want to become.

"We have met the enemy and he is us ! " Walt Kelly, pogo comic strip, earth day 1971.
This applies to me. My greatest enemy has been myself. All this while. Im struggling hard, struggling hard to break free. At times, i see a stranger when i look at the reflection. This person who looks so familiar seem so distant.

A day ago, im all cool already. And here i go again. Dun be influence again by my entry. For the emo-ness is back once again.

Happiness is elusive and hell yea, thats true~

Yours, Ray..1:22 AM