Alamak, i realise i haven blog for ages again. Guess i'm getting really lazy, so let me write a bit more emo first. I should stop reading emo blogs -.-, cause i'm like so damn affected by what others wrote.

I think i've stoned here for an hour thinking of how to begin this post cause my brain's so fcuking filled up with thoughts alamak. Let me open some emo songs first ;D. Ok. So here goes.

So ya, life has been good despite some problems and conflicts that constantly keep rising and disappearing after that. Eh. So ya, i've my best-est friends around since school starts till now. Some from my class, some from other class. Despite the conflicts im still glad i have them arnd. Otherwise school will seem really boring and meaningless.

Den there's more friendship that's going down the drain. Not because of conflicts or what, but just that there's a lot of differences such as different school, different timing, and stuff like that.

It just makes me realise that , nothing is lasting. Even your closest-est friends can't stay with you for long. And when i start to think like this, it just makes me wonder whether putting an effort in all the friendship now is gonna make any difference afterall.

And sometimes i keep having doubts for everyone arnd me wtf -.- . It's like i keep thinking whether i'm doing the right thing by treating some friends as close friends, or am i just making a fool outta myself in front of others. Like doing all the silly things that no other idiot would do. Alamak, i know i shouldn't be typing things like that and should really place trust on everyone arnd me, but that's just what i feel for now. ps ps.

Ok, i seriously think i'm someone with SUPER SUPER SUPER low confidence and someone who needs hell lotsa talking and assurance ROAR. Eh, i think i should stop emo-posting.

Ok, last but not least. A very happy birthday to Mr Y.T who owes us sushi for such a long time. And also, thanks for all the talks with regards to some *%&@%@& problem i have a couple of months ago. And i will really STUDYYYY.All i can say is that i really appreciate it. Thanks and enjoy your day ;D + BANKAI !!!!!!!!!

Yours, Ray..12:20 AM